this girl that sits with me was complaining..about another girl. because she likes the same band as her “but doesn’t dress like it” so obviously she doesn’t really listen to them
how do you DRESS like the music you listen to???
as an imagine dragons fan i am never seen not in a full dragon costume
real fans imagine the dragon costume
i’m a bare naked ladies fan and let me tell you
Maybe home is nothing but two arms holding you tight when you’re at your worst.
My mental health has been shit for a while.
I was supposed to be going back to uni this month to finish my Honours year. But SAAS decided they didn’t want to fund me because I’d have to redo L3 to give me a stronger footing going into Honours year and I’ve already passed L3. I was very ill when I did it the first time and I still managed to scrape a pass so it’s a sure thing that I’d pass this time but still they won’t fund me. Pricks. And I am hilariously poor so funding myself wasn’t an option.
So yeah. I’ve lost my education thanks to NEAD and no one wants to give me a job and life has been fucking hard. Depression came howling back and I’ve had multiple suicide attempts.
I’m fighting hard to find myself.
things to remember
- don’t be angry at yourself when anxiety/depression flares up. it isn’t your fault and no one blames you and if they do they’re pieces of shit.
- don’t orbit around your perceived value so much. you’re not the sum total of what you produce.
- don’t let yourself wonder why people love you. that’s not how it works. there are not stark, individual reasons that a person can enumerate about why they love you. it’s the entire, unique combination of what and who you are.